Indecision..

Keep your hands away from me
Just leave me the hell alone
Keep your comments to yourself
As my pain comes out in a groan
Leave me here to cry alone
Hot tears they are my friend
Let the pain come gushing out
Just let me try to mend
Wait! Don’t go
I need you here by my side
Wrap your arms around me tight
I no longer want to hide
Scoop me up into your arms
And carry me to my bed
Brush my tears off my face
As you gently cradle my head
Kiss away my weakness
Love me until I’m whole
Hold me tightly to your chest
Love me with all your soul

The Darkness Inside

The darkness inside rushes out
Knocks those over who dare stand in the way
Blackens their soul as it seeps in
Never again see the light of the day
An aching void is left behind
It blackens out the sun
Nothing ever grows there
The war inside was won
Past mistakes weigh heavily
The price you had to pay
Nothing seems to make any sense
And you’ve never had your say
The minutes pass like hours
The void begins to ache
You wander through the darkness
This beast you have to break
You feel its torment daily
its scars, upon your mind
you long to climb out of yourself
to leave the void behind
but fear keeps its grip on you
drags you into the abyss
you fight to win your battle
for the sunlight you will miss

This Magic

There’s a magic that lives within
It dwells inside your heart
It’s in everything you do and say
It has been there from the start
This magic is like fire
Burning brightly from within
Sometimes you feel a fever
As it seeps out through your skin
This magic is like crashing waves
Pounding upon the shore
It makes your heart thump in your chest
And it leaves you wanting more
This magic is like spring time
When all of nature blooms
When beauty is all around you
Which the Earth itself consumes
This magic is a part of you
There’s nothing held above
This magic is what makes life worth it
This magic is called Love

Little One

The sky is awash with a golden hue
The air filled with the first breath of spring
The trees are reaching heavy branches out
As the birds in their nests start to sing

A young woman picks flowers in the meadow
The warmth of the day at her back
Her basket is full with her pickings
As ducks in the pond start to quack

Her raven locks move gently in the breeze
Every gesture she makes full of grace
She lifts her face up to the glowing sky
And basks in the golden embrace

Her heart is full of joy and love
Her smile lit up from within
She places her hands on her burgeoning belly
New life, soon will it bring

Placing a blossom behind her ear
She lifts her voice in a song
A lullaby carries off through the air
While the child inside grows strong.

The Pain Inside

I am torn open,
Laid bare before my soul
Rent and reeling,
Pain devouring me whole

Agony coiled tight
Wound up inside my heart
I feel I can’t hold on
This pain is tearing me apart

Blood spills out upon cold stones
My wounds are open and raw
Pain is searing into me
Where once I held such awe

I’m stumbling through this darkness,
Desperate to find my way out
I’m clawing at these chains that bind me,
This all encompassing doubt

I’m drowning in these tears of hate
This scourge upon my soul
I’m lost inside my tortured mind
As I finally lose control...

Beauty in the Madness

Shattered glass raining down,
Like crystals in the light,
There’s beauty in the madness
And honour in the fight

What’s broken heals stronger,
The pain becomes an ache,
The nightmare turns to dreaming
And eventually you awake

Your heart, once broken, empty
Begins to fill with love,
Your soul, once lost and wandering
Shimmers with light from above

You were broken down, defeated
In a cage of your own design,
Until something snapped inside you
And you caught a glimpse of the divine

Though weak you came up swinging,
You fought what raged inside,
You cried sweet tears of victory
For it was the enemy inside that died.

In Darkness

Cloaked in shadows
A hidden physique
Lurking in darkness
You prey on the weak

Hungry for something
You cannot explain
Timing your strike
As you go for the vein......